Recently i got lots of problem and matters around me , maybe i've take it serious while its just a normal case..But i'm very pressured !!! WHO KNOWS THAT!! no place i can share with... just here ...split it all out here. Now only i realised that when i keep scroll down to those online ... Category Boys and Girls... although almost 20 people online at that time ... And i find that no one i can share my problem with..Doesn mean that i dont like them..its just i dont feel i can get what i want.. And i just keep and keep and keep...Accumulated day per day.. Sure burst .. Sometime i do feel wana shout out loud.. haha.. My house couldnt take it as neighbour is around .. I'm not like this everyday...But untill night ... while listening some piano song that my friend lend me.. Those problems just pop out suddenlly..If 2 of ur best friend quarrel and both of them have a good reason for themselve .Who you will defend ?just an assumtion . I wish like hell or heaven that someone can share these with me...I'm not an full time entertainer ok...? I am human too and i dont happy all the time . After school - me totally diffrent , when i reach home. i wont laugh anymore and i just like to be alone except for gaming or chating time...I hope TIME flys!
But we just have the rights to use our life , we dont have the rights to control our life.. Theres still lots of lots of thoughts crossing my mind during night ..i just cant type it all out here..Some are just short term memories in my brain and these what i post tonight i those long terms... lol...swt right..?-_-



Just now... i saw my father fall down .. At that time , i felt shocked a little while... and i quickly give him a hand..my heart feel so pain..As i ask him did he knock his head..he just say no and walk in to the kitchen while he keep rubbing his head..i just stay silent.. One thing i realise..my father getting older day per day..Somemore when the day he leave me comes..what should i do? i couldnt manage to lose him.. In spite that , thats not really gona happen...I want him to have a BETTER life and not still working at this age which gona hit 55 ... aihh.... blog is the bestest way for those people who like doesnt have the guts to share with his friends...just like me.. @.@.... oFF.... 12.54 AM . 12/09/2009